Last week I got an email from the owner at the Agency. (Love this agency...they are the best!) Well she was asking if I was considering another journey, she had a potential match if I was. I would be lying if I said I had not thought about it. I don't know if I am ready to close the door on this part of my life. I have been so lucky to have the 2 journeys that I have had. I know that. I just don't know for sure if I am done. I feel like I should know if I am done. Like I would be 100% certain that that was it. I'm not, though. I don't know why? I emailed the agency owner back and told her maybe its not the best time for me just now, since Mark is away and I did hope to visit the twins in Sweden this summer. Can't go out of country if I am in contract -either cycling or possibly pregnant and it surely isn't fair to ask a set of IP's to wait for me.
After I sent that email, I felt like that was it. I felt empty inside, it was weird. I don't know what will happen, but I am just going to let this play its course for now. Maybe it's just time I need. We'll see.
